open letter

I know you are never going to read this and I don't care. I want to get this off my chest so I'm going to. Who the hell did you think you are treating me like shit and then half apologizing like it was my fault you treated me the way that you did. I know you think that in some way you are better than me but in reality you're not. You lack compassion, empathy or any other emotion. You live your life cut off because you are afraid of getting hurt. So instead of getting hurt you go and hurt other people. I can't imagine living a life like that and I'm glad I don't. I never truly forgave you for the shit you put me through and I have lived for a long time holding all these emotions in because I was afraid of making you mad. I don't give a flying fuck if you are mad at me. Your opinions mean nothing to me anymore. I'm not crazy, I was addicted to a complete asshole but I wasn't crazy and the fact that I can walk away from you and live a wonderful life without your emotional control means that I have finally moved on from you and your dumb ass foolishness. I don't wish anything bad for you and even though you claim to care for me I know now that you never really liked me and that's ok because I never really liked you either.